Years ago I was having disturbing dreams. I was in a very dark period of my life and chose to self-medicate at the time. The dreams were long and epic stories, not terrible in themselves. However, the texture of everything, even people, was creepy, evil, corroded. It felt and smelled like the event horizon of insanity. The content of the dreams would even sometimes be pleasurable reflections of old parties and music. But everything was WRONG. It didn't look wrong or sound wrong but it felt dirty and corrupt. Then I would wake up and feel like I was polluted inside. It affected my whole day, made me feel like I was dirty and only half